if you want to refer to me, you can call me onion, and use they/them pronouns. i'm 23, desi, from the USA. if you're a TERF get outta here.

i'm trying to find a better way to be online, but i still wanted a place to offload everything i have ever thought and done in my life. don't mistake me for mistaking myself for a writer, artist, or intellectual; i just looove the sound of my own keyboard.

this site can be about anything, but it's usually about movies. i enjoy the following: buddy cops, gangsters, heists, procedurals, double roles, body horror, cultural identity crises, lame-ass boyfriends, toxic masculinity, homoeroticism, 60s-70s japan, 70s-80s hollywood, 80s-onward kollywood, and bad movies.

this site is 14+, i think. i try to warn for common triggers, but i'm a forgetful person. the blog is the most frequently updated portion of this site. i bookmark and lurk more often than i follow.

if you want to see me talk about more movies with more filter, my letterboxd is here. if you want to see me talk less, my tumblr is here. my site profile is here.

this is my favorite color

this is what i look like

safe travels!


  • 07/27/2023: removed mission impossible 7-1 countdown. added mission impossible 7-2 countdown.
  • 05/26/2023: renamed diary to blog. might have broke stuff
  • 05/13/2023: added the kollyw2000d playlist, which has technically been done since like november, i've just been indecisive. also, added sketchdump section to art. happy (late) one year anniversary (05/04)!!
  • 11/17/2022: removed SCM player. the only page with music now should be the movie shrines (for now...)
  • 10/03/2022: MORE: new acquisitions for the art gallery (should i keep track of subdirectory updates in the changelog...?)
  • 09/12/2022: MAIN: added mission impossible countdown. DIARY: added show/hide buttons for individual entries, and a fullscreen viewing button.
  • 08/05/2022: added OCs section to my art, organized movie shrines with iframes, revised/updated yojimbo shrine
  • 08/01/2022: added sublime text buttons under graphics, and added actual selfie link to about. i promise.
  • 07/28/2022: organized diary with iframes
  • 07/23/2022: MORE: created movie shrines page (just yojimbo so far). MISC: added more sites, guestbook, and credits. MAIN: prettification, including a favicon!
  • 07/11/2022: created more pages directory (moved art gallery), split latest updates and changelog
  • 06/27/2022: created misc page (neocities, youtube, graphics sections), updated my art, added artfight banner, added site button(s), organized filesystem, various prettifications
  • 06/20/2022: new diary entry
  • 06/18/2022: fine-tuned fav art page and added to nav, added changelog to index
  • 06/17/2022: created fav art page
  • 06/16/2022: added SCM player
  • 06/13/2022: started changelog, new diary entry, added blinkies, new page [my art]